Hello..' My World '

Hello My World...




Wanted to pen down your daily dose of tantrums everyday but.. every other day you are so full of new tactics that i land up collapsing in the bed much before you do :)

I love the feeling of being in love with you, Siddhanth! ( Tuddu ..thats what you call yourself  in your sweet little babyishh accent )

The desire of hand written letter to be preserved for my little one still remains pending...will get it rolling soon, bacha.

Its been months since my last blog..but darling my attention has been spent thinking about you when in office and playing with you when you are around..its so hard to stop visualizing you doing your funny little acts and concentrate on something like blogging...My magical cuddle doll.

Every other day when i start to office, i see these toddlers clinging to their moms playing around and compare it with my situation of making everyday a new excuse...fooling you around with toys, gifts so that i could just abscond to work :( Its a difficult life , my son...having not around you when you demand to be with..The cries and howls when i call you during office hours make me weak )

Its hard to remember what life was 18 months back, but whatever it maybe..it wasn't as beautiful as these..Your giggles have made my life worth living...This year we plan to enroll you to the playschool..I cant imagine how would it be to expose you to the world..for so long you have just been in your comfort zone - with your mom, dad, your family and of course your caretaker.Your every small tactics to grab my attention remains special.I hope I can hold the beauty of these moments in my heart forever.

Iam just putting across the highlights of last few weeks - My star, you have started with your version of 12345 and ABCD ..they sound so cute. Incredibly excitement is the way you narrate about animals everytime you go on a morning walk with your dad..the glow in your face is a billion bucks.

You have started getting those pastings ( as your dad says ) very frequently for all your mischief ..that's make my heart sink but yes, its time to start inculcating the right values and behavior which would be the guiding force for your living.Your dad is so particular about all these..Hope you value them the way he does.

The best part is getting those magical cuddles in the midst of your tantrums...i adore them crazily.

I just hope I can remember the finer nuances of our daily lives, the fun we have, the many adorable things you do...like ensuring that you give me a scratch mark on my face with your so called tiny yet sharp nails every time religiously before the earlier ones disappear.

The sentimental side of my little boy make me go weak...the hugs you bestow on me everyday before dozing off is my hard earned reward for missing you. Hope to receive them forever.

The excitement with every day learning of yours is a treat.. those peculiar words you try explaining with a 100% expressions are so beautiful...You made me talk endlessly about things i haven't spoken or thought about all these years.

Imagine a conversation of hours and hours spent talking just about cows and elephants...My star, we do that everday. There are these noices of nursery rhymes at our place late evening when our neighbors are already off to bed and your parents are dancing post that heavy dinner to ensure that you sleep with a little smile on your face.

Darling..keep smiling..you won hearts ..atleast mine today tomorrow and forever.

My darling son,

Siddhanth ( Tuddu )